Looking and Anger

He is looking and he is angry and he is thinking of a moment in the future when he is sitting among a large group of dear friends and he’s thoroughly enjoying himself in every medium and means of his constitution and someone else notices him and can see how clearly and purely joyful he is and that person commands accidentally as a matter of his focus and appreciation the attention of the group, who then all look at him, and the friend remarks about the miracle of the transformation, about how far he’d come, about the past troubles, and in that moment he thinks it too, and he is glad to have this friend to have known the change and thinks of it and a brightened sadness rises warmly in his heart and this sensation authenticates his happiness.